Boys.
They become dumb when they're in the company of beautiful girls. Why eh? That's the cause of their hormone, anxiety and it is the impact of adrenaline. Well, boys. Out of many topics in this world, why on Earth would I write about boys? Simply because it's one of our (girls) favourite topic to talk about. Not being a sexist or anything, but there are just about so many things that I hate about boys/guys. Maybe that's why I don't date. Well, I don't date simply because I don't want to. It's not even a priority. At least, it isn't to me. I understand why teenagers nowadays date. Somehow, I don't want to.
I'm not trying to be a hypocrite or anything but I'm not saying that I wouldn't want to date, ever. It's just that I've not found any good reason for me to do so (and I don't think there will be any). When it comes to having a crush on somebody, I'm not excluded. I don't mind looking at sweet photos or read sweet messages from couples (unmarried ones). I won't say, "untunglah ada boyfriend" because, before I say that, I will ask myself, "untung ke?". Seriously, when it comes to non-halal relationships, there is nothing sweet about it. At least, that's what I think. My aim is marriage. Not, relationships. Not, break ups. Not on and off relationships. Another thing I don't like about relationships are the calling names like 'sayang', 'abang', 'baby'. Oh my, I can't handle that. People may see me as a jiwang person because I'm into romantic movies and love songs and stuffs. But, I dislike the yuckie names like I have stated above. If it's me, I'd like to use just names. Our real names. If I like you, I'll love everything about you. No sweet nicknames needed.
Again, why am I writing about this? Because A Walk To Remember, 200 Pounds of Beauty and The Notebook. Yeah, blame it on them. I'm actually into everything that's related to love. Dem you soft heart! All in all, I believe in love after marriage. I believe in that and I want that. I actually have tons of views on this particular topic. But, I don't think I'd write all of them here. Some things are meant to be unspoken and be kept to myself.
Anyway, lovebirds, I envy you. I really do. But, I wouldn't want to be like you (the unmarried couples). People asked me, how would you fall in love with someone that you don't know? This refers to getting know each other after marriage with only one taaruf before marriage. My answer is simple, I trust Allah. I don't know how would He arrange the ways on how am I going to fall in love with my future husband. But, I believe in happiness and barakah from Him. I leave everything to Allah.
He is in fact, the Maha Cinta.
